so much going on, so little time to do one of the things i really love to do...and that is write...before heading to the dark side of life at the moment, ive been able to do one of the things i really love to do and that would be socializing...the other day i realized as i sat in the bar for the whateverith time that week that i am addicted...to the social atmosphere, the camaraderie found in the local watering hole...it is here ive found many new friends and one as of late to share with my dreams, goals, ideas, questions and answers...
on the rest of it, im stuck...ive found myself in a position where im torn between loyalty and selfishness...now one might say thats an easy choice but ive come to realize being selfish isnt necessarily negative or bad...its not like the refusal to share a toy as a kid, its the selfishness of wanting to give more to myself than ive been doing lately...the spot is also a struggle between two forms of commitment, one being related to the loyalty and the other to my future...this is a place ive not quite been before...the final analogy is deciding whether to take the quote unquote easy way out or live inside a life i no longer feel apart.
so thats it...its all vague in words but at least i finally put it in words as my only blog for september, boo..ze..and..cheers!
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